& I spos thats just how much u simply didnt care.

But the thing is, it mattered to me. It meant something to me. I cared, & it hurt me.

Right now

There’s three now…

Two of them stopped talking to me.

And I’m left with him…
And it’s been 6 months…
And he’s not over me yet. I can tell.

And I know that I hurt him every time he sees me.
Or listens to me talk about how I miss a boy that’s not him.

But he won’t let me give him the space… Because he doesn’t think he needs it.
He tells me about suicide.
And it guilts me so I cant leave.

And its not like I want to leave because I don’t like him.
I want to leave because I know he’ll never move on when we’re interacting so much yet.

And basically the whole situation is blackmail to me..
I mean, i obviously can’t tell anyone because if I tell his parents about his problems, he’d have the right to tell my parents about mine.

I told him I thought he needed help and that I would help him get it.
But he says he doesn’t want help.
And I’m just a hypocrit because I don’t want it either.

So I’m stuck.

Seriously… What do I do?